“Nothing but the truth now
Nothing but the proof of what I am
The worst of what I came from, patterns I’m ashamed of
Things that even I don’t understand
I tried to fix it, I tried to fight it
My head was twisted, my heart divided
My lies all collided
I don’t know why I didn’t trust you to be on my side.”
First of all, I would like to express my heartfelt gratitude to you!
Maybe we have met personally, connected through a workshop or a conversation. Or you just know me as the creator of Selves.
Maybe you already use the Cards as part of your journey on your own or with others. Or you are just interested in Selves as an intriguing tool, but haven’t made the jump yet to invest in them.
Wherever you are, no matter on which part of the globe, at which point of your journey and at what distance from me: I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart!
Selves comes alive through YOU – and through all the people who trust, open up and get inspired by the Cards. I am truly grateful for that and I honor you being part of this journey!
I have been working on Selves for 10 years already! Crazy.
The journey started back in 2016, when it was still a raw but inspired product to support young people seeking meaning and dedication on their journey through life. As a tool to support them in finding their authentic vocation.
Since then Selves passed through several stages: ups and downs, inspired surges and dedicated moments… And then there was disencouragement, it was being dropped for months and sometimes years.
But it has been nagging me. Constantly. Even in the times I was busy with other projects, it was always there, at the back of my head quietly whispering: Réka, you have work to do here! You have a task to fulfill, a mission to accomplish. Please, don’t abandon me!
Recognising and connecting with the underlying patterns of the enneagram and spiral dynamics has been a breakthrough! But there was something else… Something I did not see. A blind spot I could not name, an incredibly frustrating blockage I could not push through by force, nor patience or good will.
For a couple of months I have been undergoing a deep and significant inner transformation. Probably the deepest and most significant of my life. And through this process the truth was finally revealed to me. It was right in front of me, just there, all the time. The truth I could not see, the truth I could not face.
THE BLOCKAGE WAS ME.
I HAVE BEEN THE BLIND SPOT!
My own lack of courage to face my inner darkness.
My own shame to reveal what is truly inside.
The masks I kept on wearing.
My own caged heart.
The enneagram is a powerful tool of transformation. It reveals the path of the Alchemy of the Soul. But it is not always a kind teacher.
And I needed to look into the shadows, fight my own demons, reveal my deepest darkness, so that my light could finally shine bright!
You know what was my wake-up call?
You will laugh.
K-pop demon hunters!
It wasn’t the most popular show on Netflix in 2025 by accident.
All the songs, the whole plot, the characters – just deeply resonated with my soul.
This is the song that expresses what I went through just in a couple of weeks at the end of the old year and the beginning of the new one.
And 2026 is gonna be Golden and I’m done hiding, now I’m shining, like I’m born to be!
And it all comes together now.
The pieces now form the big picture.
And I see the Vision crystal clear like I look down from a mountaintop on a bright day.
I see what Selves is meant to be. I see why it has been chasing me, nagging at me. I see the mission it needs to fulfill in the world.
I am the channel as the Creator.
And like a Hunter, like a Warrior of Light, I need all my focus, discipline, dedication and humility to bring it into the world and let is fill its purpose.
I will share insights, inspirations and significant stages of this work with you throughout 2026. But there won’t be a Character of the Month. There won’t be much going on via social media, nor will be campaigns. I put each moment of mine, each bit of focus and dedication into finally creating the key that opens the lock, so that the true potential of Selves (and by that the enneagram and spiral dynamics) can finally be revealed.
And it’s gonna be GOLDEN!
Again, I am so grateful that you are with me on this journey.
And you will hear from me soon again.
Or you can meet me on one of my local workshops in Hungary, which is the test ground for this new body of work.
I wish you a GOLDEN 2026 with me deepest appreciation and the warmest gratitude of my heart.
Réka
“I broke into a million pieces, and I can’t go back
But now I’m seeing all the beauty in the broken glass
The scars are part of me, darkness and harmony
My voice without the lies, this is what it sounds like.”